Friday, December 26, 2008

13th Floor. Really Amma?

Dreamed I was assigned a room in the 13th floor of this hotel or apartment building in some Indian city. There was an Amma program happening and this was the same floor where a lot of the Amma tour staff was staying. As I walked back to my room I saw the back of big Swami (Swami Amritaswarupananda). I saw his orange robes and black hair. Then this younger Indian lady dressed in regular clothes walked by. For some reason I was sure it was Amma. I was looking at her with lots of love and devotion (felt wonderful). It sure felt like it was Amma. Then the lady said to me "Go to the program." Then the lady left and I saw this young caucasian girl about 10 years old with long blonde hair and a light blue blouse. She said something to me and I said "I wish I could be as simple as you." By "simple" I meant "innocent". Then I gently rubbed her back for a few seconds.

Comment: Maybe there's some Indian lady out there who had a dream about some weird American guy thinking she was Amma... ( smile )

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Amma Christmas Gift

Had a very powerful Amma dream. Dreamed that me and another other guy were on stage with Amma. I was laying on my back with my legs pulled up to my chest (ardha pavana muktasana) and Amma was standing close on my left side. Amma reached out Her left hand to me and I reached up to grasp it. Soon I was able to hold on to Her hand. I looked into Her eyes and She had Her full attention on me. She had a quiet and very thoughtful expression and I could just feel the love and compassion pouring out of Her to me and the other guy. I felt so blessed and wonderful to be looking deep into Amma's eyes and holding Her hand. Her eyes seemed larger than usual. As usual, She was wearing a beautiful bright white sari and Her dark skin seemed to be glowing. She was smiling in that distinctive way where the corners of Her mouth turn downward.

The other guy was kneeling and facing Amma and Amma had Her hand on his back. The other guy was turned away from me and I could only see his back. I don't know who it was.

I had the dream at 3:30am on Christmas morning and it was my best Christmas gift. Thank you, Amma!