My Head on Amma's Shoulder.

Had a very nice Amma dream. Dreamed I was running late for this Amma program. I was looking around for my cushions and I finally found some white meditation cushions. Then I walked into the main room and was looking for a place to sit. Some girl was moving around on the floor and I had to be careful to step around her. People were looking at me and I was trying not to worry about it. Finally I found a place on one side of the stage and Amma was sitting not too far away. Then I noticed that Gautam was on the floor next to me. He was in a friendly mood. He said ''Feeling any panic?'' I replied in a friendly way ''Nope, no panic here.'' Felt nice to be having a friendly interchange with him. Earlier Gautam was describing how he used some kind of special hose to pump out sewage that was leaking into the ashram.

Then I was walking outside and I saw Amma sitting on the ground. She was wearing a black sweater and it seemed like there was a big truck nearby. I sat down next to Amma and put my head on her left shoulder. I kept saying how glorious it was to be next to Amma. Over and over I was kissing Amma's shoulder. Amma was being very sweet and friendly. I was feeling overwhelmed with happiness to be next to Amma. Then one of the Indian army bodyguards came and put his head in Amma's lap and Amma stroked his head and back. He was wearing his green camouflage uniform.

Then I got up and an Indian police man said to me ''Hey, no recording.'' I tried to turn off the recorder but I was having a hard time with it.