Sunday, December 20, 2020

Loving my Inner Child.

Dreamed that I was in this house and I saw some cherries and sweet red sauce spilled on a white carpet. I asked, "Who did this?" and one young boy to my left said, "Saul did it." and pointed to another young blond boy wearing a red shirt. Then I noticed Saul (about 9 yrs old) was right in front of me standing between me and the spilled cherries. He was facing away from me. Saul became very frightened and he started shaking in fear. I started gently rubbing his back and shoulders and I said, "You're safe. No one's going to hurt you. No one's going to punish you. You're fine. Come on, let me show you how to clean it up." It took a while for Saul to calm down. Me and Saul then got the cleaning supplies and I showed him how to clean it up.

After the dream I had the feeling that Saul somehow represented my inner child and in the dream I took some steps toward forgiving and loving my inner child. Nice.

Looking at Amma's Feet.

Dreamed that I was in an auditorium standing in front of a stage. The floor of the stage was white and was at the level of my chest. From my left Amma walked barefoot on to the stage. She was wearing a dark burgundy/gold saree. I was focused on looking at her feet. I felt lots of nice devotion and love toward Amma. Then she walked toward me and I looked up to her and said "Oh, Amma, thank you for everything!" Then Amma turned and walked away.