Saturday, October 11, 2003

Amma's Angular Face and My Tears.

 2003 10 11: Amma Dream: Dreamed that Amma was leading a ceremony in a hall and then She started to give darshan. They weren't too many people there and there was a lot of room. It was great. I was happy that I wouldn't have to wait long in a big crowd. I walked over to Amma's left hand side and noticed that she didn't look like Amma. Her eyebrows were kind of fierce and Her face was a little more angular, kind of like a guy. Then these waves of tears came over my and I just cried. I was kind of detached from the crying. I could feel the strong emotion, but I felt there was a good reason for the crying, so I just let it happen with no concern. The crying would come in strong and then fade away.